Yet not ready to give up. I still loved him so much. I then had a resolve to make love to him with Passion and like these were my last days with him. Well they were. I honestly never thought I would change his mind. I used everything I learned.
Ali, is this what I have to do to reach her? Make love to her like this could be my last day with her?
I got to thinking about last night and I did not make it as special as it could have been. I sometimes don't if she gives me the *chore* feel. I should give her all no matter how she feels or acts at the time. I'm so stupid for letting her down yet again.
