She's breaking of her EA...supposedly

[schism]

Yeah...I'm not all over the dating sites, I just visited once to check it out...enough to satisfy my curiosity.

I don't think she knows how precarious her position is. I'm so sick of attempting to reconnect just to be rebuffed. She's only doing the bare minimum to move forward and now I'm starting to question whether SHE can be the one I want. I will not settle for the W I knew, I deserver better.

This experience has been cathartic for me...a watershed moment if you will and has forever changed my relationship with my wife and my outlook on the world. I don't know where she and I will eventually end up, but I know that I will be okay in any event.