Over the last week or so I too have had these feelings of not wanting to go back. I guess I am scared too that all this pain could resurface down the line if w cant sort herself out.
Confusion and invisible barriers really frustrate me. At other times I just miss her so much too. Turmoil.
Its about balance and your desire to make something work. If we put in a load of effort and time into getting our m's back on track, will we ever be satisfied with the return we get or will we feel shortchanged.
How forgiving can you be? Like you say it might be a passing feeling.
Keep positve my friend and do the good things for you.
Kenny
Me:40 WAW, MLC?:39 Kids:S11,S9 T:25, M:14 ILYB:Apr 08 W moved out Aug 08 W:Does not Want to Try
