These feelings of the moment to shall pass. Don't dwell with the jealous type feelings. They are only ok if they are short-lived.
Do the act-as-if thing when it comes to the interactions with the W and your D's. Be upbeat and sociable (sp?) even if you are fighting against the current that seems to want to pull you in a different and worse direction. If you make yourself appealing and attractive tot he rest of your family, they will really want to be including you as they should be. Sometimes we aren't even aware of the negative energies that we are putting out there. I don't know if this applies to you now or not. But, food for thought anyway.
Take care ..... of all those splinter wounds to the head. Fight on Christian soldier.
