Memories keep sneaking in....I still miss him!

[Treese]

Di.....wow......like I keep telling you....our sitches are so similiar..right down to the ages of our kids...

my H did the same thing....he still does....he would come over like we hadn't been together for years....I would cry and go to my room....all he did and still does is take my son places....the movies...bowling....wherever is fun....H just took son overnight for the first time in six months a few weeks ago and then when son got bored he brought him home...Disney Dad..and my H would say..."as long as the kids know we love them and they have two parents they will be fine"....Unhuh...that's why his girls haven't spoken to him in months...now how did that work out for him....they just aren't thinking beyond themselves....I am totally convinced that my H is so caught up in the OW and himself...he doesn't even know what goes on here at the house...at all.....

why we would take them back is because we love them...because we are family and because God says no to divorce....that He can reach into our H's hearts and lead them home where they belong...

my son got sick AGAIN yesterday on top of my D16 being sick...I think I'm going insane...I started talking to myself yesterday..LOL!!Son had a fever of 101 and another ear infection...so I texted H to tell him....NO RESPONSE....I should know better by now but I thought he might want to know...anyway H didn't even call the house to talk to son to see how he was....maybe he was afraid I'd ask for help...which I wouldn't...I'm doing it by myself...I'm crazy at times but I'm doing it....

Kids are smarter than we think.....they will someday know who took care of them...who was there when they were hurt, crying..or just wanted to talk....it may not seem like it now but I know with my girls..I'm already being rewarded....

Hang in there....follow my sitch cause you're right behind me....as a matter of fact....are we married to the same man?

(((hugs)))