Understandable to be tired. Tired of everything. I hear ya. But you aren't doing great. Part of your tiredness is lack of sugar.
Just checking in on ya, girlie. I had consulted with 2 barricudas prior to H telling me he wanted to mediate, and it didn't feel right. I might regret it down the road though. I constantly wonder just how far I can trust H these days, you know?