Lan,
Just watched The Bucket List... by myself...everyone went to bed early. The movie moved me and so does your post.
Yes it is such a nice feeling to be missed and feel wanted. I hope your wife wants you for a long time.
I hope everyone reading this gets to feel what you are feeling tonight (or is it today in Bangkok) very soon. While I wrote that, I noticed that a couple of years ago the missing and feeling wanted part would have probably been taken for granted by most of us.....at least what we have gone through has changed us.....
Travel safely.