Sorry you are feeling so down. As you read I was pretty down last night also.
Find it in yourself and make the choice that you are not a victim. You are better then these circumstances. Look at it as growing pains leading into a new chapter of your life. Live in every moment to your fullest capacity.
All the pain and hurt will pass. You are a better person now then you were. Everyday you will become better and better. Love yourself even when you don't feel like it.
Take care of yourself and your D13. They are precious.
A warrior does not give up on what he loves, he finds the love in what he does
