Well try and get back on....you never forget it's just like... well like... riding a bike
Had a nice ride. was comfortable and enjoyed it. Went for about 2 hrs.
Had to do a "dork recovery" though.
I had to stop at a stop light at a very busy expressway and I almost lost my balance but caught myself just before I fell
I put my foot down and got off the bike. Reached into my little bike pack and took out my cell. Pretended that someone had called me and that was why I had to get off. Looked at my watch and pretended to keep talking.
Hung up and got back on and waited for the next light and went across the road.
Continued on my nice ride. It was almost embarassing.I had to laugh at myself.
It was a nice ride and I hope to make it a daily or at least every other day thing.
Totally 180 and I love it!
E
"Sometimes in the winds of change, we find our true direction"
Well, my birthday has been a good one and yet i'm in tears...
I have never worked on my birthday so this was a first.
Lots of people at work wished me a happy day and it was nice, really nice.
My sister in law, and 3 neices called and sang happy birthday to me... I'm lucky. What a great bunch.
My sister got me a certficate for a "Build a Bear." You actually go in, pick your bear. Then they help you stuff it and then you give it a dry bath. Then you pick out clothes for it. You get a birth certificate and you name it and it's yours.
So childish and yet I think it did me a world of good because I could not stop laughing!
It is so cute and I was like a kid in there!
Made me laugh which was a very good thing because this is my first birthday without H.
Then when I came home from work S19 made me dinner. Crab pasta salad and chicken with a salad.
It was really nice and he is such a cutie!
S22 came over with a small rose bush and 3 movies. My kids are such thoughtful guys.Love'em to pieces!
H called at around 3 and s19 said he'd call back...and at 6 he did.
Said I just wanted to call and wish you happy birthday. I thanked him and he asked if s19 told me that he had called earlier. I told him yes.
Asked me what I was doing and I told him what the kids did for me.
Talked a bit and he said he had some smoked fish for me and that he keeps forgetting to drop it off and he will.
Talked a little bit more ,I thanked him again and then bye.
Why can't he face me when he talks to me????
He talks to me almost every week and yet when he comes around he he does it when I'm not here, what's with that?
S22 saw me cring when I got off the phone.
I wipped the tears while he went in another room and just told him I loved him....nuff said.
All in all it was a great day, why in the heck am I letting H's phone call matter so much????????.....dammit!
Last edited by enlightenbylife; 08/07/0812:00 AM.
"Sometimes in the winds of change, we find our true direction"
Happy Belated Birthday! You have a great family who tried to make your day special- try to focus on that, not on what h did or didn't do. BTW, it sounds like you handled the call with him perfectly. How often does he stop over?
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