Sue, Of course you feel bad about this - you are a wonderful woman going through some terrible stuff you never wanted or asked for. Hang in there!

As far as H - well, I'm sorry that he's feeling bad too - I guess it shows there's still some glimmer of the person you care for deep inside there. But as long as he's going to go around "proving that he doesn't have a problem with alcohol", he's still in one very messed-up fantasy world, and you really are better off apart from that.


Thread #10
22 year M, MLC, Piecing since 1/07
Goal: Live with confidence & enthusiasm!