The Wifey - Still working.

[The Wifey]

Ok Jeff. I'll stop. I am going to have to figure out the GAL thing. I have a lot of things I liked to do when my life was what I thought was secure. Its just like I've had the rug pulled out from under me. I'm having a hard time detaching.

Someone pointed out that I seemed to have an unhealthy attachment to my h. Maybe I do, maybe I am just in a normal state of shock. I don't know. In any case, before this I went and did things, I was confident, I had interests, etc. Many developed because my h didn't do a lot with me over time.

I love music and dancing. I'm involved with the legion auxiliary, I have friends, I like outdoor activities (camping, fishing, nature walks, etc), I like to sew and knit and crochet, I love to read, I like to swim, I like to suntan in the summer, I like to go and do and see new things. I write for the local newspaper, I like to take photos, I love my dog, I like to bake and cook.

Right now I'm just scared I'm losing the most important person in the world to me and I feel paralyzed sometimes. I know what I need to do and I do it for a while and then I backslide.

My husband is a score-keeper. He knows everything I've ever done wrong and he can tell you, too. I am on a very long and scary road right now.