The Wifey - Still working.

[The Wifey]

I'd been so good. I have to just knock it off! I have to act as if and GAL and all that. I know I do. I have to believe in myself. I can do this. If he loses me as his wife I have to show him he has lost the best thing that every happened to him.

I've beat myself up enough. I don't deserve this. I have made mistakes and hurt him terribly, but none of them by themselves mean that its over. I have to stay strong. I have to go out and make a life for myself.

I pray he will want to stick around long enough to see it, but if he won't then he can have what he wants. He can be alone. He can figure himself out by himself. Alone. All alone.