I'm not suposed to be scared of anything, but I don't know where I am I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted and nobody understands (how I feel) I'm trying hard to breathe now but there's no air in my lungs There's no one here to talk to and the pain inside is making me numb
I try to hold this Under control They can't help me 'Cause no one knows
Now I'm going through changes, changes God, I feel so frustrated lately When I get suffocated, save me Now I'm going through changes, changes
I'm feeling weak and weary walking through this world alone Everything you say, every word of it, cuts me to the bone I've got something to say, but now I've got no where to turn It feel like I've been buried underneath all the weight of the world
I try to hold this Under control They can't help me 'Cause no one knows
Now I'm going through changes, changes God, I feel so frustrated lately When I get suffocated, save me Now I'm going through changes, changes
I'm blind and shakin' Bound and breaking I hope I make it through all these changes
Now I'm going through changes, changes God, I feel so frustrated lately When I get suffocated, save me Now I'm falling apart, now I feel it
Now I'm going through changes, changes God, I feel so frustrated lately When I get suffocated, I hate this But I'm going through changes, changes
Mike-- Just caught up. The song you found says so much, to so many of us here. Hope the next few days go better for you. And the house sounds really great--focus on that and the kiddo, and hopefully the other stuff will fade into background static.
Mike-- Just caught up. The song you found says so much, to so many of us here. Hope the next few days go better for you. And the house sounds really great--focus on that and the kiddo, and hopefully the other stuff will fade into background static.
hey Donna, thanks for dropping in. Don't know if you've posted to me or not. Sort have been upside down for a few days. It's a good song. Maybe this week will be a better week. We shall see. Hopefully I can react a little better to the drama anyway.
Bethie, I been here since 5:45am..they are getting taken advantage of at the moment and probably will be all week. Thanks for the words this weekend Bethie.
5:45 WHOA BABY!!! I get up at 5 but I go and converse with nature OR with some weight machines. I wouldn't be good to anyone I work for at 5;45. Of course they might debate how good I am to them at 8:30. To that I say ...WHATEVER!
5:45 WHOA BABY!!! I get up at 5 but I go and converse with nature OR with some weight machines. I wouldn't be good to anyone I work for at 5;45. Of course they might debate how good I am to them at 8:30. To that I say ...WHATEVER!
Bethie, I'm up at 4:00am just to get ready to go to work, out the door by 4:45am with a 52 mile commute, one way. Been doing that for 8 years. That's about to change when I get the he!! out of crazy land..I'll be 5 minutes from work, should save $90 a week in gas and be one he!! of a lot happier.
Driving 104 miles a day. The things we do for love and spouses. What ya gonna do..
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I lost track of you last week, but now I found you.
You had a rough spot there, didn't you? I can't say I understand it all b/c I am not living it, but I am feeling for you. It sucks. That is a big part of why I dreaded D, no more family vacations, having to divide up important things like Christmas, birthdays....
It sucks that your W is acting like this, it sucks that your D is in the middle, it sucks that you are feeling sucky.
Just know a lot of us out here are pulling for you...
yep, got in a hole. Ropes coming in from all over and did not know which one to grab first. I kinda reverted back to old Mike and withdrew for a bit..trying to get outta my head..the house stuff, moving, getting into a new place, no time for me, no time for D. it all got a little overwhelming. Snipping does not help. Just problems all around..my elder parents snipping at each other over thrown out apples and yellow jackets nest..just too much drama man, too much drama. Made some phone calls and had a three way thumping..I'm a little more even now..It's will get better this week, sure can't get ant worse can it??
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Just know a lot of us out here are pulling for you...
I know you guys will and I know you are and I appreciate it.
