that is kind of how I feel now. I wont take it to the scoundrel level. I simply shut down. I put a closed sign and never open again. Its f*cking horrible. But hey at least we know our triggers. 5,...then I feel guilty for feeling this way cause he put up with the closed sign being up for so long. I mean we had sex but I was hardly ever really present... ( he was being a scoundrel and my self estemm was lost ) so I have to make up for alot of lost time.
Do you really feel like sex is of no interest or does she need for you to make up for lost time too? I DUNNO JUST THINKING OUT LOUD WITH YOU HERE...
I wish Bagheera was back from Disney so he could put in his opinion.
and most of all I wish there were more posters over here period.
Anyway its Monday~ Could I complain any more? Dont think so! Well possibly... ~Ali
