Somehow being angry at this woman helps because it gives me something to focus on besides the pit of my stomach. I know that sounds really pathetic. I am tired of the roller coaster.

I just want the PMA days. I want things to keep getting better. I know. It doesn't really matter what I want. I have to commit to getting it.

Me 45, H 46, S 23, M 26, Together 30, Bomb 6-2-08,
S 6-19-08; H left 12-29-08. H home 12-09, Still MLC in 2012!
Me- I have my big girl panties on. Bring it.