Time to stop getting frustrated , WITH HIM, MYSELF, and get to work.
Ooh and I am so tired but I can do this. My H mood over his FOO stuff is even dragging me down more. YUCK~
GOALS~
1. Even more physical contact. 2. More smiling on my part. 3. More support on my part. 4. Dressing sexy and feeling sexy. 5.MORE INITIATING AND MORE SEX.... WILL IT EVER BE ENOUGH? 6. Less stressed hubby....
How to accomplish this.....
1.... get in another hug or squeeze whenever I can and really be happy when I am doing it. ( I was/am feeling a bit resentful and selfish that he has what seesm to be no time for me) 2.Back to the bascis of act as if.... so I need to remember he is going thru alot and he is for the most part being nice.... 75% of the time ( how he loves percentages). Be the smile and Happy face that he needs... 3. Be in a good mood .. he has always told me in the past when he was down he needed me to be strong and happy . That it would help him feel better. 4. Dress sexy check* feeling sexy * check/although that is going to take some work. When I feel stressed the first thing to go is me feeling sexy. Put sexy songs on the ipod and boost the Ego some? Bleh.. this one will be work as always. DQ~ hot and feeling sexy wish they coincided better. Just flowed... 5. WILL HAVE TO FIGURE THIS ONE OUT WITH MORE THOUGHT. 6. Time.. and boy lately I am very impatient.
I still feel overwhelmed and upset and mixed feelings towards all this.
.... but I know just sitting contemplating it will get me nowhere.
and now the way he thinks he will just say I am doing it cause I have my period/ or cause he said something....
WOW THIS SEX STARVED MARRIAGE STUFF IS HARD WORK. I am going to keep a journal here of what I am doing to reach these goals.... Confused... frustrated and yet motivated to keep trying. If Brett Favre can do it so can I?~ GOD BLESS.... ~Ali
