Thanks for your support, lis. You should always keep the hope. It is never too late to rebuild a family.

Woke up in a good mood. Had a small, stupid fight with H. Put me "down" right away. Everything is still magnified around here. Difference this time is that I know we will talk about it later and we will "dialogue" which is always a positive thing. OM still pops in head, try to get busy when that happens. Memories are hard. Need to make new ones. I think I will see if H wants to go to Farmer's Market with me tomorrow morning.