Treese you are really holding it together well with all that is going on. I really doubt though they don't see or will someday see.
I know that my h sees my efforts. He doesn't vocalize it much, but see him trying to help more and more. It's not like we are going to get a trophy for our efforts, but I feel reaching out to others and being strong will pay off in the end.
Hang in there!
Me 50 H 42 S 22 S 9 D 7 M 12 T 17 H moved out 8/2006 H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks H moved home 5/2011 for good
"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"