What is the better way? He is getting tired of reassuring me, I know. I just am so freakin' scared and I really don't need her "help."

I know I have to be the one he wants to be with. I have to be the Happy, GAL person that he would want to be with. I just am having a hard time feeling it right now.

Me 45, H 46, S 23, M 26, Together 30, Bomb 6-2-08,
S 6-19-08; H left 12-29-08. H home 12-09, Still MLC in 2012!
Me- I have my big girl panties on. Bring it.