S2 was up all night since Friday. H was so miserable. S2 got up crying Sat. and H snapped at him and then me. Im so sick of his meaness. He goes from being good to being really bad. On top of trying to take care of a sick kid.
Pretty much was the whole wkend. I tried to keep my distance, but everytime something came up that went wrong H blamed me for it, and its really getting old. I was ready to call it quits this wkend.
Now S5 was supposed to start horse camp this wk (my parents were nice enough to pay for him to go) and now HE's Got the Virus!! He's been looking forward to this all summer, im so upset for him.
Im just beat guys, I haven't slept in 4 days, we're running on empty with money and H is mean as ever, don't know how much more I can take.
Don't mean to have a pity party, this is the only place I can vent without upsetting anybody else.
Thanks.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
