You are so right breton, we need to get on with our lives.
I had always thought this would have been the last straw and deal breaker but someting inside me said that this is not him and it was a mistake...a big one.
How many mistakes I will put up with is another one.
I'm moving forward but since H is still in my life and always will be, these little thoughts pop in.
I suppose more so when milestones come up such as birthdays and anniversaries and how they used to be celebrated and how much things have changed for all of us.
It is still a celebration but not the same at all. Family dynamics change and you can't help but notice the difference.
E
"Sometimes in the winds of change, we find our true direction"