You worried about moving out and thet worked out well. Now your worried about moving back in. Your worried about what she is saying and what it means. Stop worring, reread what you have posted the last couple of days. Look at all the good things that you and her have done together. Listen to what your W is saying. She loves you, she misses you, she wants you to come back. Relax go with the flow and stop worring so much. You need to have confidence in yourself. You deserve her and she wants you.
Now stop worring about all this or I'm going to slap you upside the head with a 2x4.
Just go to bed each night and remind yourself that you must always keep making yourself a better person and never take your W for granted. Also don't shelve those R books. I would suggest reading them once a year so you do not end up back here. But I know you won't end up here again.
