Just got off the phone with D11. She called me. She wouldn't let me off the phone. She misses me. She wants to come home.

About 20 minutes. Just talking. Loooonnggg goodnights.

She tells me how much she wants to be here, and it breaks my heart.

During our conversation outside, I was telling GBG how Amanda had called me and was upset and didn't want to be there and wanted to come home on Friday night.
'She was upset that SIL was there.'
Not sure what that meant.
'You know, I think she is trying to play us. She is telling me how she is having fun.'
'Well, I'm not going to take her first words as truth. I'm going to test what she tells me.'

When we went inside, GBG also showed me some papers concerning counseling. Something about Children Going Through Divorce. Requirement of the county. She pointed out a part for us. About co-parenting.

Before I left the apartment, Amanda was saying how boring it was going to be there. Telling her mom this.

Poor thing. I know she just doesn't want to say something to hurt her moms feelings.

I told her to call me when she wants. I will be calling her like I always do during the day.

She wants to be here with me. She said, "I can't wait until Thursday. I get to see you AND go to the concert."

My mother asked me if the girls had even mentioned missing their mom these past couple days.

I said, "Not a word." And they hadn't.

Good night, all. Kat, Suga. Sleep tight.

Talk to you in the 'morrow. (that was my english guy accent) \:\)


Me 47, WW 38
SS18, D15, D10

Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08

"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."