Anxiously awaiting long term Patience!!

[JWS]

I am back on the rollercoaster and it’s been one heck of a ride, I think that things are starting to level back out and I can see my game plan still in front of me.

don't believe what she says and only 50% of what she does.

Time is on my side.

Be her friend (even she feels we are coming a long way as friends)

Support school and let her know that her achieving her dreams is my top priority.


I agree with Lost that see won't go through with the D (but I am prepared to honor it if she does) we were very much on a good friends level when she left today, she even called when she got home to tell me that she was there instead of texting

Dan thanks you so much for understanding. I need to find a way for my own physical needs to hibernate. Its probably no surprised but I am the one with the overly high sex drive and her with the low drive, however she has always been my fulfillment and the real thought of being with another woman is totally not what I want, not even to mention the pain it would end up causing my M. But I miss the way she would cling to me in her sleep because that is where she felt the absolute safest. She knew nothing could ever happen to her while she was in my arms at night and she held me in the warm needing way. That kind of touch has a strong connection to my emotional happiness and finding a replacement for that has been hard.