After the bomb, I lost interest in working outdoors and my house's'beauty waned...paralelling my marriage. Since cancelling my landscaper, I've worked outside every weekend. It's'starting to come alivw again! Tonite, I type this on my Blackberry...in front of a roaring fire in the chimnea...tiki torches lit...and for a moment...I am at peace with myself. I will miss my home whether it is sold, foreclosed on, or, more likely, am ordered out.

No glamgirl...I am not a poor communicator...nor do I have to work on myself anymore than anyone else here. I recommend that you go back to DR and look up 'last resort technique'. It DOES sound like you are still victimizing yourself and taking the blame. You should look into that.
FIB

Last edited by faithisbelieving; 08/04/08 01:10 AM.
Me 55; XW 47; 2 kids (S13, D11)
Bomb 05/19/06 Original thread http://tinyurl.com/yg2ou2t
Last anniversary 04/25/10, Divorced 5/12/10
Status: Loving father of 2 beautiful children;