wow LOst! amazing post- you are so clear...sometimes we get our gifts in life through painful experiences- but look at how strong you are becoming!
i agree about D and repeating it all again with someone new..i even said that my H at the beginning- i said ..."sure...we can go find new people and then get fed up/bored after 10 years again...and repeat..."..i said it calmly- he was quiet...
sooo- just know that this clarity you have right now is VERY powerful!
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