Patience is a virtue.....

[pisces9]

thanks Neil- you really pick me up and inspire me too
i am trying to just go with his flow ....
can you tell me why he is taking so long ( i know its fast compared to most) but what do you think he is processing? i really think he wants to come back to me- one day.... i bet he has to totally turn his mind around- he wanted out and now he is realizing that he wants to stay...so he has to look at a bunch of his own stuff....i just hope he doesn't look too deep or get scared of himself and his stuff...why doesnt he just say F it- i want her back...we all have things to figure out- thats what life is all about....and it takes lifetime to figure it out-

so i am GAL'ing and just staying healthy and happy PMA..

also- i saw a girl friend friday night for a movie ( my H was with her boyfriend actually)...and i used to really like her company - and i do love her- but something has happened to her happy personality...it is there- but she isnt as happy - UNLESS- i have changed and i am only around positive things so any negativity is just so clear to see...it was weird...she is having a hard time- but the overall gist of her life was very unhappy...she hates her XH....scared of fights with her boyfriend...my H was with her boyfriend and my H just basically said the same thing- his friend is unhappy too...these are people my H was always around before they are both cops- so this negative influence is really dangerous....i know i am going through a rough time and maybe she felt safe opening up to me too...i am happy i saw it and he saw it too...i want positivity in my life- tat doesnt mean real stuff and bad days dont occur- but overall people should be optimistic...PMA for LIFE!