You BET it does. I'm actually laughing at what an arse I'm being. What a DUNCE I am. Jeeeeesh!
"Sorry to bullet my point home here but this has been said already and it doesn't seem to be sinking in."
Oh, it's sinking in alright. It's just not STICKING! No less the ten people on these boards have told me not to call him, and I still keep doing it. I'm ****in' sick about it. I cannot tell you how programmed it has become.
When he asked my why I keep calling him, I said, "because I want to hear your voice". (shaking my head in terror over my idiocyncracy). I'm thinking about going to a hypnotist and asking her if she can stop me with hypnosis.
Anyways, here is a list of things I've been doing over the past two weeks, besides working long hours, of course.
1. Going to church with and without friends. 2. Renting a storage unit. 3. Applied for a job half as far away from home. 4. Driving to work two hours a day and back two hours for two weeks. 5. Borrowing my H's truck three times and virtually moving in back home (with help from one man in each place - called Angels of Mercy - it's a church thing). 6. Talking to my pastor. 7. Cleaning up the apt. and getting electricity and water shut off. (I'm all moved out now. That was very stressful on me because I was working a full day and then going to the apt. to move and clean, and then driving home two hours). Ugh! 8. Watching movies, but not really getting into them. (I watched the "Bank Job" last night). 9. Eating out a lot and cooking dinners for myself and H too. (I leave them for him, and sometimes he bites, and sometimes he does not). 10. Playing with the dog. 11. Swimming 12. Reading DB stuff on the here mostly and in some of the books. 13. Unpacking and hiding some of my things around the house. (I think this might be what you're calling a "subtle" hint. H did notice the bike, if you remember from an earlier post. 14. And last but not least; just yesterday, I got a call from the mgr. of that job I applied for closer to home. I have an interview on Thursday, my day off.
Oops, I forgot one. H's always taken the garbage in the past and dumped off on his way to work. H's not doing that now, since I started coming home every night. So, today, I drove around looking for a place to dump it because the dump station is not open on Sunday.
Plus, I went grocery shopping today and made another meatloaf. I also bought some chicken and will make something else tomorrow night after I get home from work at 8:30 p.m.
What's the next question? I have to go back and look.
Thanks Mark. I'm hoping I can FINALLY let this phone stuff stick poet
