2 steps forward, 3 back

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Came over this morning in our classic car to take the kids for a ride. I asked if I could go and was told no. That hurt. He had made a comment that I was awful excited over it all of a sudden, wouldn't be surprised if I already valued it. BS man.

Then I did an order for him on my computer and when it came to putting in the credit card he HAD to do it himself. Said what do you think, I would take it down or something? Give me a break. I swear I have done nothing to receive these kinds of accusations, so they really hurt at times. Ended up taking S12 to his house. D8 wanted to stay. And did I complain even though it was technically my time? NO. If I picked up the kids for a ride on his time what would he say??? Hmmmm.

Tried not to have a bad day, the neighbor saw the occurrance and invited me over for the afternoon so that I wasn't alone. D8 went swimming there too.

Got an invite w/ this neighbor to go to another neighbor's who just moved upstate for the whole next weekend and damn it I am going to get away. Can't afford totake the kids anywhere and I don't like to drive far so this is perfect.