First, I have to tell you that I wasn't even going to sign in anymore. I just got on the board because I was bored. But this is not a boring board.
I went right to your post first because I wanted to see what you are up to. And, gosh, you may not know this, but from my standpoint, you are doing gggggrrrrrrreeeaaaaaat! Ya gotta believe, girlfriend!
I know these rollercoasters are horrible. I've been on one myself today and called the H, 17 times. Jeeesh! He's stopped answering, but I've still kept it up.
OK, so I'm a moron. Please hit me with a 2 X 4. Yours dear, is a sitch that I'd much rather be in. Your H loves you and it's obvious from here, by the way he treats you and the things he does for you. Please believe you are in a good place, even tho it feels like you are not. If you don't believe me, glance at my thread and you'll feel much better about your own.
(((((((((((Kjo))))))))))))
I wish we could talk via cell. I'm in the othre "group" now, ya'know.