Anxiously awaiting long term Patience!!

[JWS]

Sometimes expressing myself is important for me as well. I know that what I just said to her is a mix of DBing and Backsliding at the same time, but some times i can't ignore my gut. I still have to live with my self and need to say a few things.



You are my best friend first and foremost.

Everything I do I do with your best interest at heart

I have given you all that I have, all that I am and all of my soul.

I can not pretend not to love you, from the moment I laid eyes on you I have been in love with you and that has grown deeper every day of my life, even on days when i have prayed not to love you.

if you have to hate me for this then so be it, it will be your loss, but there is nothing about you I regret.

You judge me based on what you think I think of you but you won’t open you eyes to who I am and how I really feel for you.

Go live your life, chase your dreams and find your happiness, but know I will be here believing in your dreams, Hoping and praying for my friends happiness

You have my heart always!!


She said “thank you” and I left the room, she is going to shower then leave and I am done speaking, not really sure what lies a head and I feel like I am without a plan and little hope