Anxiously awaiting long term Patience!!

[JWS]

I don't know what I want out of this.

I want her to be happy
I want to be happy
I don't want to end it thinking if I just gave her more time
I want to trust her
I want to feel wanted
I want for her to succeed
I want her to realize that she is hurting a lot of people who really care for her
I want to not be confused