I went over there this morning and played with the kids. I had alot of fun. I had two down days but got it together to show only PMA while I was there.
In the afternoon I went to IC session and it went really well. I went back to the house and hung with the wife and kids. We made a campfire in the backyard and toasted some marshmellows. Talked to wife a little about the sitch but nothing too major. Mostly about the bipolar stuff and some cycling up and down. Told her about my therapy session too.
My brother and his family are away so I'm at the house myself. My wife said, "If you want to stay here tonight that would be ok." Said she didn't want me to be alone if it was a problem for me. Wasn't sure how to respond so we kinda left it at that.
We ate dinner and then gave the kids baths and put them to bed. Around 8:45 I told her I was going to leave and then she asked me if I wanted to stay and watch a movie. Of course, I said yes.
So we went into our bedroom and watched Say Anything. An old movie from the 80's. After it was over she rolled over and snuggled with me. Then she kissed me.
Not just a kiss, but a kiss kiss. It was awesome. Felt like when I first met her. We kissed for about 5 minutes. Nice passion.
I told her, "Did I ever tell you were an awesome kisser?" She said, "You too." Then I just held her for a little while. Got up and got ready to leave. I told her I had a really nice time hanging out with her and the kids and she said she did too. I told her we'd get it straightened all out and she said yes. Then she said it was nice to spend some time together just the two of us with no kids.
I gave her a hug and kiss goodbye and exchanged ILY's. Was a really nice feeling.
My newest goal was she was going to ask me out on a date - that was her asking me to stay to watch a movie. My other goal was to get some kind of sign that she still felt something for me - that was the kiss.
What a difference a day makes.
Ken
Great job Ken, The snuggling in bed and the kisses were great and the fact that you got up and said goodby without expecting anything else was great also. Leaver her wanting more and play a little hard to get. I like it.
Keep that PMA and keep taking it slow and steady you are well on your way my friend.
