I was reading some of my old post, and I should remember some of the things I wrote. This was written several weeks ago:

Here are some facts about my life and life in general

* Things will get better
* Smile and the world smiles with you (try it, it works, as you walk around look at people and smile)
* There is calm before a storm, there is also calm after a storm
* There are a lot of women out there looking for someone to love (I'm coming, I just have to wait until I get my life in order)
* Money isn't everything
* Its the path we chose in life thats important.
* Both the kids and I won't remember the dirty dishes. We will both remember playing at the pool together or catching fire-flies on a warm summer evening. (I really have to remember this)
* Living well is the best revenge. Being miserable because of a former relationship, just might mean that the other person was right about you.
* Clean your house before you invite guest over (metaphor for life after divorce)
* Its not what you saved but how much you actually spent that matters. (I always heard W and even girls at work say, well, I saved $ or it was 50% off so I saved $)
* Woman also like the simple things in life (The simple things in life are all I can afford)

My Horoscope for today:Your routine is about to be tossed on its ear by a new person. Suddenly you either desperately want to impress the heck out of them, or shadow them everywhere they go to find out what their secret is. They are so different from you that you find them more fascinating than the latest celebrity gossip, political news or anything else. Finding out what makes them tick will be one of those challenges that inspire you to get creative and clever. This person is good for you -- in one way or another.

Wow, I hope its a woman

M45
W41
M10.75 years
D9, D6, D6, S5
OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me
WAM (Walk Away Mom) 05/31/08
W files for D 07/18/08
Date I'll forgive W for A = never