For the Guy with Kids and a WW 8

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Thanks AT. Friday was really shi**y, but Saturday ended up being really good thanks to my folks.

Suga, I swear that I will never ever understand what it is about her. I will always hope for us.

The problem is that IF we EVER get back, I'm just not sure if my parents would ever accept her back again. They are stubborn, too.
Can't even think about that crap right now.

Spent most of the day at my parents house. Girls were happy. Mom told me that she and D11 were talking alone and mom asked her about her room at the apartment. D11 told her the same thing she told me. 'It's not my room.'

I fell asleep for a little while. Just tired.

S14 calls me. Asks if we are home. I say no. He says he and GBG are going over to the house to get some more of his things. I say ok.

Leaving, mom invites back over today for lunch after church. BBQ. I hesitate a little and then agree. I wasn't sure how soon GBG wanted the girls back. Oh well. Then my mom offers her Explorer for us to take home. AC, you know. We are coming back tomorrow anyway. Okay.

We hit the grocery store. Tonight we are having some seafood and veggies. We NEVER got to eat seafood. GBG hates it. A few other things and then we hit the video store. On the way home, I see GBG vehicle passing on other side of the road.

At home, she cleaned up some more. She had washed more clothes yesterday that were left in the washer. I had put them in the dryer. The towels that were in the dryer, I had put on the sofa.

She folded the towels and put them away. Even the ones in our, ahem, my bathroom. Folded some of my clothes, but did not put them away. Washed the dishes and even the coffee pot.

She's goofy.

I found another picture frame gone. Us at our wedding.

Remember on 4th of July, we were going through her jewelery? I went through a box of mine, too? I had found a little card that had come with some flowers she had gotten me for our 4th anniversary? Mushy?

That box of mine was on her dresser when I left the house in the morning. The little picture frame and card were in there.

Gone. Another picture of us on our first official date that I had in my drawer. Friday morning, I know it was there. Friday night, gone.

All wedding stuff, all the pictures of us, gone. She has them all.

Not sure how to bring it up. I was going to accuse her of throwing them away or something.

I guess I should just simply ask. Where are they, because I want them back.

The romantic in me says she is going to put it all together for me in an album or something.

Now I'm the stupe.

Fix dinner and watch some of D11's shows on the tube. Never made it to the movie. D11 says she wants to leave her new clothes here at the house. And her shoes. I say that is fine. If she wants to. Made me feel really good. They both wanted to sleep with me. I told them to sleep in their beds, but they just made a beeline to my bed and planted themselves.

Was a really good day and night. Lots of tickle fighting again. In bed in the dark, D6 kept getting the giggles, making us laugh and laugh. I had to keep shushing.

I'm up early. Watching them sleep. Gonna make a good breakfast, as is my Sunday tradition. Pancakes and bacon today. Their fave. They, well, WE all are bacon freaks. Even GBG.

Too bad, too sad for her.

Feeling very strong right now. Yesterday too. Mom broke down a little, when she told me of her convo with D11. I got a little teary eyed. She can see that D11 wants to be with me more that GBG. I told her that I will keep an eye. Ask D11 questions. Let her know that she has an opinion and has to be open with both Mom and Dad. She will have to speak up when she is ready.

Have a great Sunday, peeps. Check back in later. Sorry I haven't posted too much. Not much time.

We'll see how I do this coming week.

Alone.