Memories keep sneaking in....I still miss him!

[Treese]

I know you're right SF....you always hit the nail on the head...

Today I went to the pool with my son....H texted me from where her was asking me if I made it home okay....from picking up my D16 at D21's....I texted back saying I hit a storm had to pull over but I did it....and told him D15 was sick AGAIN! Never got anything back but I didn't expect to....heaven forbid we would engage in a few texts back and forth...it's against the rules of MLC and OW...

Anyhow...when I got home D16 was crying she was so sick so in the car I got with her and took her to urgent care....spent 4 hours there...they tested her for mono...negative...thank God...she has volleyball tryouts on Monday....then the doctor came in and said that she was a very sick pup....she still had strep..it never went away...and she is not to tryout on Monday...gave her a shot and more antibiotics....so D is crying about tryouts....I have to call the coach to see if she can do an extra day....and all while H is out having the time of his life....ya know...this is when I get very angry.....I love my kids and I will do it all for THEM but he just floats in and out of here like its nothing....I think MLC is harder on the LBS...I'm exhausted.....really....trying to keep this PMA up and act like I'm just happy as a lark so it looks like ive moved on...well....I havent....I'm stuck....I'm better but it sucks...totally....I'm being pulled in every direction...

Sorry....just hitting me wrong tonight....I'll be better tomorrow...I didn't even get to eat today....grrrrr.......probably why I'm so angry.....