No it isn't easy to find or replace. Somewhere inside themselves I think they must feel that they are not worthy of it, making all kinds of bad choices and hurting the people that know love them.

I don't pretend to understand. There are days I am just devastated when he takes the kids and other days I welcome a few hours by myself. I have to do this for eleven more years? God please help me.

kat


Me-53(and learning!)
S24, S21, D18, D17
Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory