Are you really a Rockette? Excuse my shallowness at your time of hurt. It's just that those legs should give you a reason to smile every single damn day
MLC, WAS, I don't think the label really matters. The hurt is still the same. The rejection, the utter disrespect of it all, just really all rolls into one. Like a big gross piece of gum.
I actually think this post of yours was pretty brilliant.
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I'm full of negativity now especially after last night's disaster. I'm holding on by a thread so I need to step back and find a new direction.
Look at all you have learned thru all of this muck. You can recognize when you are feeling negative, and know to step back and breathe, and refocus.
That is solution orientated
I hope you have many people that will reach out to you when you are at times like these, when you want to be in the hole.
I have been in there, and so have my friends. You will crawl out of it again, you have to, you see, b/c he will not break you.
He will not break you b/c he does not have that power over you.
If he does THINK he has the power,, you may one day have to tell him to politely go F himself, b/c you don't have the desire to any longer be one of the invites to his party of self misery.
Mourn what you have to, cry over what you have to, get under the covers and not take a shower for a day or 2 if you have to.
Then you will crawl out of that hole again, you will take a shower, you will get dressed, with a pair of fab shoes, and you will put one foot in front of the other and go on to have your self the best damn day ever.
You will soon see that the need to crawl into that hole gets much fewer and farther in between.
You will eventually not remember where that hole is anymore.
It all takes time, and faith, and inner strength. You are a DBer, you hold all those qualities.
Live Simply Love Generously Care Deeply Speak Kindly Leave the rest to God
