Neighbor keeps telling me stuff that she saw when I was at work, like W would keep kids inside and OM would show up and they would talk on the front steps.
I told neighbor to stop telling me stuff like this because it just upsets me and there is nothing I can do about the past. I truley did love my W and I showed her as much as I could. The giving up is the hardest part and it takes time to mend a broker heart.
John Mayer "Dreaming With A Broken Heart"
When you're dreaming with a broken heart The waking up is the hardest part You roll outta bed and down on your knees And for the moment you can hardly breathe Wondering was she really here? Is she standing in my room? No she's not,'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....
When you're dreaming with a broken heart The giving up is the hardest part She takes you in with your crying eyes Then all at once you have to say goodbye Wondering could you stay my love? Will you wake up by my side? No she can't,'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....
Now do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand? Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand? Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand? Baby won't you get them if i did? No you won't,'cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....
When you're dreaming with a broken heart The waking up is the hardest part
Thanks for checking in on me everyone.
M45 W41 M10.75 years D9, D6, D6, S5 OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me WAM (Walk Away Mom) 05/31/08 W files for D 07/18/08 Date I'll forgive W for A = never
