I will visit your thread soon (love you new name ).
Journaling:
H has called, we spoke for about half an hour. He sounded nervous, I was trying my best to be calm and upbeat and I think I was successful. Nothing really negative, but I don't like the feeling in my gut. May be I'm just getting paranoid there. What if he's going to choose her and dump me in the end? Better not to think about it...
In 18 days I will know for sure.
Can't wait .
((((HUGS)))) everyone.
I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders ____________________________________________________ M 46 H 45 D 17 M/T 23 Bomb #1 (ILYBNILWY) 12.06 Bomb #2 (OW) 12.07 Bomb #3 (chose OW over M) 9.08
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