Really rough day yesterday... H still hasn't gotten paid from the guy that owes him money... He was so mad yesterday.
On top of which around 1pm S2 wasn't acting right. I took his temp.. 104!!! I freaked. I gave him some medicine and called the dr. Took him that afternoon after running to the jobsite to drop off H's charger that he forgot. S2 has COXSACKIE VIRUS!! I could have died. The poor thing has sores all over this throat. OMG it' terrible. I was up most of the night with him. S5 Had a bday party to go to so H took him, but took him to the girls freakin house instead of the party spot. I swear he doesn't listen to a word I say!
I actuallly got really really mad. When it has to do with them, I cannot hold back. I told him I know he's stressed, but so am I, and I never ask him to do anything for me and when I do You don't really care enough about to be on time or anything (he was late to). I told him I would have taken him there my freakin self and had my mom come down and watch S2.
Again, I know he's worried about money, we are almost empty, but That doesn't mean we have to screw up the day for him.
I said he's going to have to start prioritizing his life, because kids are only little once, and if you don't get their attention from the beginning to be a part of it, they definately won't care too later on.
He doesn't get it.
UGGGHHHH im so fustrated, now he's major late and will miss most of the party.
end of rant.
Gotta go take care of my baby boy.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
