Ha! I know C2, you were so calm, just " yea I'm cool you?" haha I bet you were shakin in your shoes!
and do you notice that everyone wants to tell you where they were and what they were doing? lol
its a cali thang i guess lol

Its funny last night, was at moms, as my sisters gang is down , we were looking at old pics I came across whilst cleaning out my closet,and of course ex is in a lot, ya know cause of that ol marriage thing!

My mom is so angry at him still, not a pic went by that she didnt have a comment , I honestly dont even think much. Part of me wishes she would let it drop, for her sake but then again I so understand, its still unreal to my parents that a so called man would do that to his family, beyond their comprehension that anyone could be so lacking in morals and self respect. NOT to metnion leave their wonderful D! LOL

When i got home tho, I found myself angry at ex!, like yea, he is a jerk! still havent gotten an apology! and this month has been hard financially. One of the leftover things I am dealing with.

But my sweet B called to say goodnight and all was right w/ the world again. I remembered then, " all things happen for a reason" he is by far much more of a man then ex could hope to be and i am a lucky girl!! and so is he if I do say so myself! lol

Sad news tho, he was at dinner w/ his D and the wedding is off for sure \:\( poor thing, but she is making the right decision, her fiance is just too imature and needs to get a handle on his drinking/spending.

Good for her for thinking straight about it. She ask B if he could keep the beautiful dress at his house as she would cry every time she looked at it. My heart broke for her.:(

B is going this week and help her buy some bedroom furn. for their house, they just bought a house together so they are still together just no M plans.He is going to C and may start AA.He is devastated but needs to straighten up!

We tho are still keeping our plans to go up north and spend a few days, we have the room booked and its beautiful -right on the coast at Pismo Beach.!! I cant wait till Oct!

Ok I am sooo ramblin, waiting for the gang to get ready, going house hunting and to lunch

Have a great weekend !

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