For the Guy with Kids and a WW 8

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Thanks kitty kat

I feel a lot better today. It was hard to sleep, but I did. Had to work again today.

Why were YOU up so late?

Mom asked me last night.
'I don't understand the hold that woman has on you. I am glad she is out of your life. She has been nothing but trouble to you.'
I agreed that GBG has a hold on me. She's my kryptonite. I am such a strong man in every other aspect of my life. The rock for everyone else.

But THAT one brings me to my knees. I love her.

After I posted last night, and got into bed, my phone rings. My SIL? I answer and it was D11. 1am.
'Hi, daddy.'
'Hi baby girl.'
'I miss you. I want to come home.'
She is starting to cry. She is making me choke up.
'I really miss ya'll too. Your going to be ok. I wish ya'll could come home, too.'
'I don't want to be here.'

We talked for about a half hour. GBG had just left to go leave off the Uhaul? 1am? I asked her about her day. She misses me. They are sleeping on the floor. My SIL is there right now but asleep. I told her what I did after work. Grandma and grandpa miss her, too. She wants to come home. I ask her about her room.
'That is not my room. I'm not calling it my room.'
'Momma, I am so sorry that we are going through this. I love you so very much.'
She's worried about me. I tell her not to worry about me. I tell her that I worry about her and Juli and even mom.

'I want to see grandma.'

I tell her that she can stay with me. I can pick her up after work today and we can visit grandma and then they can spend the night.

I tell her to ask mom. She asks how the house looked to me. Her room. I tell her that I was upset that they took all the clothes and toys.

'I know' she says. 'I don't want to be here.'
'Do you want to live with me?'

I wasn't sure if I should ask her that question.
'I don't I can.'
I tell her that she is getting older and that her opinion counts. She needs to talk more about her feelings. She can say what is on her mind with out hurting my feelings. The same goes for her mom.
'Don't be afraid to say what you want.'
GBG had gotten back before we ended our convo. I tell D11 to get some sleep but talk to mom about what we want to do. She says ok. She wants me to call her at 10:00 even if I wake her up.

I called her at 10. Woke her up. I love sleepy talk.

She said mom said that that was fine. I ask if they have stuff for breakfast. She says yes. I tell her to pack a bag and get ready. Her and D6. I'll call her in about an hour. Before I get off.

I'll have to talk to GBG today or tomorrow about their stuff and about some bills that are auto. She used our joint account for some pizza last night. That must mean that her account is already down. That must mean that I won't get any help for the current bills due for last month. Light, water, phone, cell phone.

I don't care. I'm going to have my girls tonight. I'm going to take Thursday off. Eye appointment for D's. Raven Simone is coming to Six Flags Fiesta Texas that day too. I'll take them to their first concert.

I just called my mom. Let her know that D11 wanted to visit her. She was at the bank. She is transferring money to her and my savings to payoff our taxes.

God is good. My parents are and have been a blessing to me.

Don't think I'll make it for movie night.
Unless ya'll want to watch some kiddie movie, because I'll be with my girlies tonight.