Once H has you with him, he'll untangle himself from the spider's web. H has chosen YOU not Spider.
That's what he said before he left, Addie, but now I started having serious doubts about it. He wouldn't say anything of the sort ,at least not recently, unless he's forced to (and I've tried to pull it out of him couple of times, stupid me). The truth is, I have NO IDEA what he's going to tell me and in my heart I know that this time I'll walk if he continues with "I don't know"s. Hence full panick mode.
Kalni, I don't want to be strong, I want to lie down and wimper and moan and complain! But I promise to try my best not to:)
There I go again, counting down: 18 days.
I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders ____________________________________________________ M 46 H 45 D 17 M/T 23 Bomb #1 (ILYBNILWY) 12.06 Bomb #2 (OW) 12.07 Bomb #3 (chose OW over M) 9.08
