Well I don't want to see you waiting I've already gone too far away I still can't keep the day from ending No more messed up reasons for me to stay
[CHOURUS] Well this is not for real Afraid to feel I just hit the floor Don't ask for more I'm wasting my time I'm wasting my time You can't stop the feeling There is no reason Let's make the call And take it all again Woah again
Months went by with us pretending When did our light turn from green to red I took a chance and left you standing Lost the will to do this once again
[CHORUS] Well this is not for real Afraid to feel I just hit the floor Don't ask for more I'm wasting my time I'm wasting my time You can't stop the feeling There is no reason Let's make the call And take it all I'm wasting my time I'm wasting my time again Woah again
See you waiting Lonesome, lonely See you waiting I see you waiting
[CHORUS] Well this is not for real Afraid to feel I just hit the floor Don't ask for more I'm wasting my time I'm wasting my time You can't stop the feeling There is no reason Let's make the call And take it all I'm wasting my time I'm wasting my ... Well this is not for real Afraid to feel I just hit the floor Don't ask for more I'm wasting my time I'm wasting my time You can't stop the feeling There is no reason Let's make the call And take it all again Woah again
No Drama today thank God. Worked on the house, back over there tomorrow. I'll be moving a few items over there also.
I just caught up on your last thread and just wanted to echo the support of everyone else.
I've been feeling UBER confident lately, like the world is my oyster, that I will find someone to love and love me, that my future is sparkly and bright... but in the back of my mind is a tiny voice saying this sense of empowerment won't last. It scares the crap outta me. I wonder what I would be like today if I had not found DB and then I wonder what I'll do when all my beautiful DB friends move on with their lives and I don't have a connection anymore. Eeeck! Scary thoughts.
I'm just so grateful I know you all. We have to figure out a way to remember how fantastic and worthy we REALLY are.
Sweet dreams.
xo, R
M: 37 H: 36 Married: Aug 13, 2004 Decision to Divorce: July 20, 2008 Reconciled: September 2008 Current: Ambivalence
((Mike)) Last night sounded unpleasant, to say the least. Glad you held it together and that you slept well. When my crazy person shows up, I can't eat, sleep, or do much of anything. Did Beth call me a lush? Takes one to know one I suppose. Thanks for being the bright spot in my day and for all the chuckles. Have a great weekend. Peace.
Me:44, WAW hx bi-polar H:48, hx of abuse S:22, S:19, D:16 Filed Oct 08, dismissed Filed again Jan 10, dismissed Now Piecing alter persona: SuperBoots
Hey Mike, I don't have any words of advice, or encouragement tonight. I'm flat out empty. But, I would like a drink.....how about a snifter of Frangelica please.
M 19 years, MC for 8 months, DB'd for 8 months 4 kids; 18, 15, 14, & 10 I was never meant to be a doormat. It took me years of therapy to become assertive enough to stop his abuse.
Glad you held it together and that you slept well. When my crazy person shows up, I can't eat, sleep, or do much of anything.