Hi everyone-

It's such a comfort to come on and see that you've all posted and have checked on me.

The day was tough, of course. H called last night about 9:30. He was upset because he'd forgotten his license & the receipt for his reinstatement in my van. He gave me the....nevermind....this isn't your problem anymore deal. He told me that it didn't matter where he was staying. Turns out he stayed at a motel not far from work.

I talked to H today about 4 times. He wanted to meet to pick up his license. He said a few things when we met. He talked to me about how he hoped I was happy because I'd let go of a good thing. I told him that I wasn't happy and that this wasn't a great time for me. We're here and we're separated. How happy can that really be? He said that he didn't remember me asking to work on our M. He remembered me asking about Retro. I know some of you may wonder why I asked, but I said....so, is this done, are you completely done with me? He said pretty much, I mean, don't you think it's kind of late? I told him that with some work, it's never too late. D4 and I will see him on Sunday. I don't know if I'm reacting from the stress of this week/weekend or what. Only time will tell I guess.

I need to go get some sleep. Take care everyone.

SueS


ME: 42, H: 42, D6
Together: 18 yrs. Married: 15 yrs.
Attended Retrouvaille - December 2009
Status: Working on it day by day