Red...congratulations on the house!! I think it is wonderful!!
I once had an instructor who said if you are not STD, you are not living. (Scared to death). I am not so sure I would take it quite that far, but you are getting ready to embark on a wonderful new adventure...your own home!!! Just think, you can decorate it the way you want, paint it the way you want, leave your dirty socks on the floor if you want...haha
As for your anniversary, Hun, we are here for you, but turn it into a celebration of sorts. You are going out with your friends to have a good time, so create a new memory of that day...maybe the rebirth of you!!!
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
