I think I read somewhere to expect a month per year of the relationship to feel a sense of healing. In your case, that would be a year and a half before you stop mourning your loss completely. But, I know you will feel whole again. You're still a young woman and you will feel the love of someone you are attracted to again. Keep on keepin' on. You're in my thoughts.
M: 37 H: 36 Married: Aug 13, 2004 Decision to Divorce: July 20, 2008 Reconciled: September 2008 Current: Ambivalence