Been a pretty busy week. Work, National Guard and the county fair this week. W out of town so taking D11 all over the place. Took to the parade wed and to the carnival last night.
The fair was a little depressing. Seeing all the couples kind of brought me down a bit. This level of detachment also is a downer, but I guess I need to get out more. Softball season is starting soon, so that is something to do.
My W has called me all week except for one day. She started sending me text jokes that people send her. I suppose that could be a baby step since she has never done it before.
I thanked her the other night for letting me use her car this week. She replied that it was not just her car and it would save us money vs me driving the truck. That we had so much stuff together ect.
She called about getting her check and I asked her how her week went. Just some small talk. She called about an hour later telling me thanks for cleaning out her car ect.
Some days I wish she would not just leave me alone. Is it possible to detach to far and look at the future as more positive without her. Or maybe I am just tired and burnt out from the week.
A warrior does not give up on what he loves, he finds the love in what he does
