Hello Bluerain....
I am new here and have not read alot on your situation...but i stumbled upon your letter on the 15th to your hubby..not sure if you sent it.

I sat here and cried because that letter is my feelings written on paper.

You are not alone....

Take care
Sandy

m/39
h/40
t/20,m/19
d14
d10
s3
3/19/08 ILYBNILWY
7/21/08 A W/Best Friend